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Everyone has been coming to me for a while now, asking me about my story and my side of the incident, of when I flashed Justin. It was a Friday night, February 26th to be exact. I had just come home from a party, it was about 2 am, and I w......as a bit under the influence when I arrived home because I had been drinking earlier that evening. I went and sat down at my desk and Skyped a couple of my friends, whose names I won’t speak of, and we were having fun and joking around. I saw Justin got online, so I messaged him saying “whats up” and so on and we talked for a little bit.
This was not the first time we’d talked. After a little bit of talking we were joking around with each other and flashing him came up. I was still on Skype with my friends while on iChat with him, and I remember clearly being like “haha whatever, I’ll do it as a joke.
It’ll be funny, like it’s just boobs.” So when the subject of me flashing him was brought up once again I decided “what the hell, it’ll be funny, I’ll do it.” At first I started to pull down my shirt, and I heard someone laugh. I was like “are you with someone”, and he claimed he wasn’t. I didn’t believe him and hung up the video call, so he messaged me and convinced me that he was not with anyone else. So then I called back and I quickly just pulled down my shirt, counted to 3, then pulled it back up. My friends and I thought it was hilarious and were cracking up, we thought it was just no big deal, then I hear this “gotcha!” and he hung up the call. He then called back a couple minutes later, and what do you know, he was with someone..
So I not only flashed him, but I flashed his friend (whose name I will not speak of). We laughed about it and I gave him shit for lying to me, but I thought, “whatever, it’s just boobs who cares, everyone has them…” Well his friend decided to leak the screen shot that he (his friend) took of me (that I didn’t know about), to a few people. Slowly those people showed others, and they showed more, and soon I was seeing my chest. All. Over. The internet.
I thought this was all going to be some funny one time thing.. I was completely wrong. It turned into something so much bigger than that, my name was trashed, and I became this biggest whore on the internet, well at least that’s what I felt like.. And all for flashing one boy, one time. If I ever thought even for a second that what I did would have led to all of this drama and hatred and loss of respect, I would have never even thought about doing it, but the fact is, at that point in time I thought it’d be funny, but I was obviously wrong in my decision. I made a mistake, a mistake that not a single one of you will let me live down, and I understand I don’t live my life with regrets, and its only twitter, and the internet, I will never meet 95% of you ever in my life.. But still it does still hurts..
This was not the first time we’d talked. After a little bit of talking we were joking around with each other and flashing him came up. I was still on Skype with my friends while on iChat with him, and I remember clearly being like “haha whatever, I’ll do it as a joke.
It’ll be funny, like it’s just boobs.” So when the subject of me flashing him was brought up once again I decided “what the hell, it’ll be funny, I’ll do it.” At first I started to pull down my shirt, and I heard someone laugh. I was like “are you with someone”, and he claimed he wasn’t. I didn’t believe him and hung up the video call, so he messaged me and convinced me that he was not with anyone else. So then I called back and I quickly just pulled down my shirt, counted to 3, then pulled it back up. My friends and I thought it was hilarious and were cracking up, we thought it was just no big deal, then I hear this “gotcha!” and he hung up the call. He then called back a couple minutes later, and what do you know, he was with someone..
So I not only flashed him, but I flashed his friend (whose name I will not speak of). We laughed about it and I gave him shit for lying to me, but I thought, “whatever, it’s just boobs who cares, everyone has them…” Well his friend decided to leak the screen shot that he (his friend) took of me (that I didn’t know about), to a few people. Slowly those people showed others, and they showed more, and soon I was seeing my chest. All. Over. The internet.
I thought this was all going to be some funny one time thing.. I was completely wrong. It turned into something so much bigger than that, my name was trashed, and I became this biggest whore on the internet, well at least that’s what I felt like.. And all for flashing one boy, one time. If I ever thought even for a second that what I did would have led to all of this drama and hatred and loss of respect, I would have never even thought about doing it, but the fact is, at that point in time I thought it’d be funny, but I was obviously wrong in my decision. I made a mistake, a mistake that not a single one of you will let me live down, and I understand I don’t live my life with regrets, and its only twitter, and the internet, I will never meet 95% of you ever in my life.. But still it does still hurts..
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